well ill say this

i dont know if anyone else has this problem

but every time i have homework. thats when i feel my most creative.....for everything thats not my homework...

makes doing homework somewhat hard XD

and yes i have homework. being as im attending one of the top art schools in the country. before i even begin the program i have a "pre-assignment". its not a very difficult project its most to emphasis the point of "practice makes perfect" so itll be quit helpful. its also timed so it helps me learn to work under pressure.

sad part is...im working on the pre-instruction projects of the assignment and its like the prime time for me to come up with a ton of things i want to draw. and i cant start on that until i get some work done. i have a chapter to read tomorrow (relatively simple i imagine itll go fast) i have to spend thirty minutes doing a "pre-instruction" sketch of myself (not very thrilled about that) and than i need to do the set of four for the "pre-instriction" segment of the pre-assignment in the sketch book (i did the one in the work book already) so i have quit a bit of work tomorrow.

need to take the bike for a spin sometime soon....thatll be fun. if i feel up to doing it

works got me exhausted....taking naps left and right. though my boss bought me jamba juice today...my boss is scoring points in my book XD i get a raise AND a jamba juice....maaaaaaaaaan im lucky....makes morning shift a little bit worth it...

i asked her how much i owed her and she goes "nothing" and i was all "you sure" and she goes "yeah youve been busting your ass off lately unlike some people" xDDD gotta love it when your boss spoils you!

we had the DM come in. apparently i did awsome with that. he wrote my name down on his magical notebook of doom...which i thought meant i was doing something wrong and than AA comes up tells me i did good. than i got an honorable mention from a customer in a customer satisfaction review which was very very sweet of whom ever they were. i dont remember what it said but it was very kind. im tired as hell today though because our DMs boss is coming in tomorrow and we had to put the pedal to the metal to catch up and try and make things nice. and as usuall the new assist...was of no help which made double the work. ionno what the deal is there...but whatevs....i got spoiled so im all good. at least for now...

anyway what im trying to say is....IM BEHIND YET AGAIN! and if you REALLY wanna know why im even MORE behind than normal this is why....




yeaaaaaah finally got one. its the last splurging for a little while at least till after august i think. maybe a little for my birthday...i always buy myself something around then but i have two things coming up. one my birthday is in july. two i have to pay for some tuition so i gotta save a little cash. i have enough for the first installment payment due july 1st and with the rate im going i hope ill have the rest by august so im feeling good. i know i get kinda bitched at though right around my birthday because i dont like people buying me things and so i have this habit of buying the things i want for myself for my birthday for them so they dont....and i think its getting on my families nerves XD. its an unfortunate habit ive fallen into ever since the dotcom crash. grew up going form well off to struggling to get by so once i got a job i stopped letting my mom buy alot for me...and the older i got the less id let her buy for me. now she sends me a card with a wad of cash because i wont let her buy me anything at all. so i geuss since i keep getting ragged on i better knock it the heck off this year....keep telling her a card is just fine....she listen...no....of course not shes my mom....

anyway i have a significantly heavier list this year because im replenshing art supplies....thankfully i have more than the right off the bat art student because ive been an art student for a year or two...so i have some stuff left....

looking at a new portfolio though. i found one thats a back pack and looks really handy for when i ride the bike to school....we'll see how things go....

this is what i splurged on though:

games
clothes
bath and body works (perfumes i couldnt resist....my weakness....awsome perfumes)
wigs
4 sketch books (thats how many i need for school....)




anyways hopefully ill get caught up again. i have alot of homework so we'll see hwere things go. so if i reply short im so sorry. i can give more in depth replies through notes just remember those can take just as long as me replying to comments.